Haven't posted anything in a long time for various. The title pretty much sums things up.
Since beginning work, I've become acutely aware of my shortcomings - in every aspect of my life. Be it work, personal life, church, relationships, I am sub-par. Sure there are times I can bluff my way out of situations, but the truth surfaces and I'm always found wanting.
Thankfully God is good, even when life is hard. For now, that's the only thing keeping me sane. It's always humbling to know that the Christian God is a personal God, and that he understands the pain human beings go through.
I am a failure, thankfully he isn't.